Friday, April 3, 2020

Yourself or Someone Like You

Outside there's light, 
Blinding and gold - 
Dripping with possibilities 
Warm, close to hold 
But the lantern glow is hard to grasp 
And while near, still too far 
For someone like me 


I was stumbling on my own 
Through this dark and narrow street 
Crashing into walls, 
Half-dead on weary feet 
Until you found me there, 
Sitting silent in the cold
Wondering how I'd ended up 
In that miserable empty fold 


But you let go too soon;
You showed me all the stars 
Yet how can I cope with darkness 
When you left me only scars? 


I don't know why I'm still alive 
I'm not sure I'll make it through 
If I'm forced again to roam without 
Yourself or someone like you 


Help me, help me, 
I never learned how 
To stop loving the ones 
Who have let me down 
Or left me in shambles, to bleed on my own 
Or left without warning, without any home 
I can't live off 
The memory of you 
It's just never enough 
And it's only half-true 
I forget how you smiled, 
The curve of your lips 
The weight of your gaze, 
Your tears and your rips 


It's all just a blur, 
A falsity, a lie 
Because I loved you 
And you didn't say goodbye 


But while you were here 
For the instant you came 
Your eyes shined like stardust 
When you said my name 
You could hold the light hostage, 
Keep the sadness at bay 
The hardest part of losing you 
Is losing feeling that way 


I don't know how long for 
Or if it's already too late
But for yourself or someone like you 
I will always patiently wait.

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