Outside there's light,
Blinding and gold -
Dripping with possibilities
Warm, close to hold
But the lantern glow is hard to grasp
And while near, still too far
For someone like me
I was stumbling on my own
Through this dark and narrow street
Crashing into walls,
Half-dead on weary feet
Until you found me there,
Sitting silent in the cold
Wondering how I'd ended up
In that miserable empty fold
But you let go too soon;
You showed me all the stars
Yet how can I cope with darkness
When you left me only scars?
I don't know why I'm still alive
I'm not sure I'll make it through
If I'm forced again to roam without
Yourself or someone like you
Help me, help me,
I never learned how
To stop loving the ones
Who have let me down
Or left me in shambles, to bleed on my own
Or left without warning, without any home
I can't live off
The memory of you
It's just never enough
And it's only half-true
I forget how you smiled,
The curve of your lips
The weight of your gaze,
Your tears and your rips
It's all just a blur,
A falsity, a lie
Because I loved you
And you didn't say goodbye
But while you were here
For the instant you came
Your eyes shined like stardust
When you said my name
You could hold the light hostage,
Keep the sadness at bay
The hardest part of losing you
Is losing feeling that way
I don't know how long for
Or if it's already too late
But for yourself or someone like you
I will always patiently wait.
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